Tortured Heart

Please someone pull my heart out of my chest and crush it...just take it away...I want to get rid of it...I want to get rid of it...please take it away...it's broken and black...too broken...it hurts too much...it hurts...it hurts...just take it away and destroy it...is it too much to ask?...is it too much to want the torment to stop?...the burning, freezing, shattering, tearing...why it doesn't stop?...just stop beating damn it...just stop...please stop...